MIRAGERY

MIRAGERY Nothing to fear But I am fearful Silly in my resolution No one can hear Not what I know of Not the problem or solution Is it imagined Just a mystery I'm sure that it's not in my mind It must be real Object of fear You have all Bern rendered blind Steal into thoughts Enter into mine Know my fear, know my feeling It must be caught You cannot see it Try and you might aid my healing SMP & Brian O'Neill

love life and live love

Society pulling me ever which way
Yet you just hold me telling me to stay.
You make it so simple but it just can't be,
I can't be myself when I don't know me.
'Simple!' You say yet I just don't know
'Go with it' but I don't know where to go
I must learn to love, just trust in each other
But I'm scared of these feelings, of blowing my cover
Only time will tell as you help me to heal
Only time will tell if I'm ready to feel...

Poetry and Sayings

DRIFTWOOD
I am dead
Deadwood on the inside
Driftwood
A wooden puppet dancing to societys strings
Cracking. Splintering.
But my paint remains shiny so no one can see me crumble on the inside.
Like driftwood
Dead wood
Dead
Me
by SMP

NUMB THUMB
A reject
The odd one out
Short stubby outcast with no feeling
Useless
Don't want you
Can't feel you
A numb thumb
Me
by SMP

EMPTY
Hole
Black hole
Empty Black Hole
There uses to be fire, pasion, anger!
Emotions in that fire.
Then it went cold
The numbing darkness came and put out the fire.
Leaving it empty
An empty hole
Empty Black Hole
by SMP

PAIN
A blade to the arm,
Harsh words taken to heart.
One does instant harm,
The other is just the start.
One that others can heal,
With ointments and bandaids.
The other only you can feel,
No one can come to your aid.
by SMP


And some sayings by various people...

"Life is strange...but compared to what?" unknown
"The most selfless thing you can do in life is be selfish" by SMP
"There's a sick little suicide in all that we do" by THE MATCHES