Mothers Day

What a load of bullshit today was!

My so called husband who is meant to act on behalf of our three year old and 5months decided to get so wasted last night that he couldn't walk straight and I'm sure he was throwing up in the night.

There was no breakfast in bed like promised, he didn't even get Theo ready to go to HIS mothers in time so i wake up to stress and rushing to get to the stupid Mother In Laws house and terry is all moping and miserable because he is so frigging hung over. then when I'm ready to leave his hypocritical sneaky sly family's house 4hrs later to go to my mum Terry whinges and complains grrrr I'm so freaking mad i just want to punch something or cry.... ahhhahahahahahaha

I know I'm slipping down a very slippery road and I'm trying to stop it but tonight/today is just not a good day whatsoever. So much food on mothers day its everywhere and everyone is pushing you to eat and the only meal i was looking forward to was breakfast and i didn't get it!

Ah i so can't even go into all the emotions I'm feeling right now, I'm angry hurt upset resentful guilty and just feel an overwhelming hopelessness.