Breastfeeding

OK so i really really really want to BF and i know i keep going on about it

but well im having a huge inner war atm, and need to nut out the pros and cons

Pro's for BF

best for bubs
free
easy
no waiting
no need to be organised
potential to loose weight
keeping Me healthy by making me eat

Cons for BF

only i can do it
worry about supply and bubs weight gain
must eat
hard to do when over tired and sick


So thats a basic list and ill keep adding to it as i come up with stuff

i know in my heart that BF is right for us and ill know ill regret it if i wean now when i've reached my first goal so quickly.

but i am also feeling very trapped, i have this intense urge to just run away but ca'nt whilst BF so maybe its a good thing keeping me here were i need to be and should be. And it is keeping me healthy by forcing me to eat....i just dont know if i have the energy or motivation to eat and do what needs to be done to make Tallons wieght gain increase???